There’s something i noticed…
most of us always tell other people how love hurts….
–how pain it is–
and we barely even tell them how beautiful love has done to us…
love isn’t that bad…
instead of saying, “love really hurts” you say, “i’ve learned from it” ^_^
but we cannot deny the fact of it that, it really did hurt us a lot esp. when we truly love…
let love bring us to happiness
Too foolish to say I’m being, tired I’m being sick and im being selfish for real. It feels like I’m not even existed. Are all this for real? And I’m not even happy about anything.
Laughters lasts only a while and happines is far beyond touched.
I’m living in a place where everything lasts a second and everything seems and keeps ending and coming back again after another.
Ups and Downs may differ but, this place of mine never changed a bit,
I’m so alone!
bleeding
I just knew a little bit of how love stinks. It begun after my girlfriend broke up with me. And it all started when I want someone to love me that I don’t care what will happen then. I don’t know if it is my desire or something that deals big for me. After all those days that I’m loveless, I’m happy that finally, I have experienced a love that once bloom like flowers, and then destroyed like a self destructing machine. Then I just doubted, like I don’t regret all those things happened to me. Then I became stupid at those times that I feel like it’s not me in my own body, and I did not feel like it. Sounds kind of stupid, isn’t it? Yeah, it is stupid. It is like I’m brainwashed, that I don’t know what I’m doing. It feels like you are crazy enough for love that your heart takes over your brain. Yup, it is, and not only the brain, but your entire being. Yes, like what you just heard, “your entire being”. Sounds pretty scary, but it’s true. Don’t worry it only takes for a while if you do. It was first happy, but turned into scary for I couldn’t let her go if she would run away from me. And I’m sacred that she won’t love me anymore. One day there was this little misunderstanding came by, and drives us into disaster, a disaster that no one of us can stand a chance of preventing it, because, it comes from us all along. That wasn’t her problem, and so did I. I don’t understand why she blamed herself, for I was to be blamed for doing nothing for the sake of our relationship. I felt bad those times that she said we have to break free from each other. From the time I noticed it was my problem, I planned to do those things which I have never been done for the good of our relationship. Then there was this part when I was going to do what I have planned, and there she goes telling me that our relationship has to be ended. I felt I’m too late at that instant, but I explained to her all I can at that pressure kind of situation, but I know that those explanations have a thirty percent reliability of being agreed by her enormous close-mindedness. I looked at her and stop talking as she cries. I was thinking at that moment as I looked at her that, there has to be a solution to this problem. I’m very frustrated at that moment, I wanted to cry but I didn’t, I wanted to shout but I can’t. I was angry at myself but then, I just realized that this fierce less emotion wouldn’t do anything, and then I just calmed down. At first I could not take it, and time takes his part. As time gone by, I have slowly taken the reality that; we aren’t made from each other. In those tragic days, I have “decided” to never love again, but now, I am kind of missing the part of being stupid for love, and I have my heart back for another relationship that will bloom, as much as I can do, for I want no more of that sadness I have felt from yesterday. In spite of those tragic situations, I have learned that love isn’t that worse. “For love, has made for us to learn something valuable and something that we can be proud of.” J
fantasy picz
Being with someone you love was a good feeling.
Being in love was the finest feeling you could ever experience to a person.
Being someone who cares for the ones you love was a hard work.
Being someone who was always there for somebody no matter what happens was a true friend.
Being a person who always understands and takes the feeling of someone was an open-mind.
Being a person with no hesitation to do good for others was bravery.
Being someone who helps somebody morally, even having problems with his own was a great sacrifice.
Being the person who can be relied on was an open-heart.
Being someone who keeps a secret or someone who keeps even a single word even not told to in the sense of confidential matters was trustworthiness.
Being someone who can calm somebody’s anger down was a good friend.
Being in a love to love relationship was a great responsibility.
Being in the middle of a big misunderstanding or being in the middle of two opposing sides was a serious situation.
Being a person whom can be asked for advises of somebody who needs guidance was situation aware.
Being a silent or a quite person in any situation was observant.
Being someone observant in the attitudes of others was psychological awareness.
Being someone who tells a broad idea to somebody who wants to understand was wide-mind.
Being some one who was in the state of getting to know somebody was dating.
Being a person who commits a promise and never broke what was said was word of honor.
Being someone who listens to somebody’s faults was forgiveness.
Being somebody who is sensitive to everybody’s feelings was thoughtfulness.
Being someone who don’t say thoughtfulness to somebody you love was care.
Being a person who tells someone the realization of a situation was concern.
Hope you learn a lesson!
Author: Phsyc
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